Showing posts with label nutrition. Show all posts
Showing posts with label nutrition. Show all posts

Saturday, June 22, 2013

The Voice(s)

"In America...first you get zee sugar...then you get zee women..." - Homer Simpson


I am on day 2 (1 1/2, really) of my new existence without caffeine, white sugar, white flour.  My only "cheating" has been a cup of Tazo Zen Green Tea.

So far it has been more difficult physically than I would have expected.  I knew that I was an emotional eater.  I am all about the "I've had a bad day, and I deserve a cookie".  

But I did not know that going cold turkey would give me such a nasty headache, or leave me feeling just physically yucky.  This is what the voices in my head sounded like pretty much all day yesterday.



Head Voice #1: "Why am I doing this?  I feel awful.  I would feel so much better if I had a cup of coffee."

Head Voice #2: "I am doing to this to eliminate pain.  Remember?  Cutting these foods out will help the pain."

Head Voice #1:  "But I'm in pain now!  Who said this would help?"

Head Voice #2: "That lady with the medical degree on her wall."

Head Voice #1: "How about just one cookie?"

Head Voice #2: "No."

Head Voice #1: "OK..."


5 minutes later...

Head Voice #3: "I can't live this way!  This is not normal.  Why am I doing this?"



and so on...



At any rate, this is probably the longest I have ever gone without refined sugar in my life, INCLUDING the months I had gestational diabetes.  My goal is three months, so I have 91 days left...